I am a full time website flipper, e-commerce specialist, and general web entrepreneur. Being employed was never really for me. I have a mind of my own with many business ideas.
You don't feel ashamed about that at all? I am not judging you since I don't know your complete situation, but I don't really know why you would feel somehow happy about living off the system.
ashamed? i had a massive stroke which took out my entire right side, much of my thought process etc and generally fucked me fully up. now why would i be ashamed? i cant work, hell i cant even take care of myself btw when did i ever say i was 'happy' and fyi i paid into said system, now im disabled to the point if i wasnt married id be in a nursing home. the only one who should be ashamed is you buddy. hell id love my business back a job, my right arm , my leg, my entire right side, and everything else the stroke wiped out