just a thread to explain your username my favourite wrestler is hbk and 4894 are just random numbers.
Just chose my name, although I wold love an awesome alias, a lot of people from other forums know me by this name so I've stuck with it.
It started as a double-intendre. Nothing much. But what followed is a better story. The word itself gradually generated a sense of ambivalence, until my (at first) percieved separation of meaning was indeed artificial. It all came together.