Nice of you to dig this thread up after three and a half years. The OP is probably married and divorced with three kids by now.
Now I am 23 and I did the same mistake again, a new girl but this time I have lot of money and traveling to her in October but the problem is she disappeared, I can't reach her in phone or online, anyway she said she is going to Spain and I believe her, thanks for reading this thread I can now hold my self from sending stupid offlines again or stupid sms, I will just wait for her, it might take 2 weeks or a month, but I don't care, even if she get busy and wont come again I will travel in October and find her and ask her in person is she wanna go out with me, I will be happy, and strong and the man she want. if there is something I learned is that if you want something, go get it don't just set down and wait for it. I started this thread when I was 18, now 23 I hope I don't have to post in here again, and to marry this girl, this time I can do it, and turn my internet love into real, because I really love her so much. I made lot of relations in real life, they all was a failure because I am always busy, and because girls in here isn't romantic, all they want is money and marriage, anyway I met her by accident, I will see her in real life and decide, I am depressed but it's fine I will be a man this time.
I have references an ebook where you can develop the character of the woman's dream man, I think with a little practice the material in it, I hope life love story will be more meaningful. all written in the Indonesian language, you can translate later
u should forget her .... u know the real truth no one can get his first love for ever ....i know u cant forget her or u cant love any another girl like her....and u cant forget her but u should make another gf who loves u alot more than anyone else...than u can forget her easily
girls only for fucking not a loving . thats my experince ................... same condition with me . but i search her addrss . and meet with .
nice final msgs fuck it don't care about and keep living. As all she could PM u wit reply and tell u something but she even't don't do that... what else to say - stupid whore....