to paraphrase; since puberty, I don't get much pleasure from orgasm and because everyone goes on about it so much I've always felt like I'm missing out. Even though I live in the country that created the English language my literacy is marginal. I've managed to get married, have kids, all the normal stuff. I chose to cheat on my wife in the most high-risk fashion (back of a pub) in a way that my local homophobic community would find scandalous. My wife and kids are having ongoing problems because of my indiscretion and my petty "whataboutism" isn't helping. But hey, a bunch of internet marketers will know how to help.