I don't want to remember my previous life. Its totally horrible. I am just try to forgot all that. Put yourself at my place, there are many reasons for comit the suicide. I can't tell. If today i am live, it is just due to promise. I get totally depressed, still i am not the proper fit. And i did not get any money for make you lie. One thing should be remember, when you suffers with the horrible time nobody is with you. My english is not good, sorry.
Don't say that nobody is with you.There have been many on this thread who have listened to what you are saying.Many have tried to encourage you.It is early morning there in India,you have woken up to a new day.That in itself is a victory.You are not losing,you are winning.But in life we don't win it all,only if you do not accept this will you feel like you are losing.Eventually you will meet someone new,perhaps your family will accept her.Instead of feeling bad about the past,be excited and hopeful about the future.The glass of life is either half empty of half full depending on how you look at it.
Yes, you guys are with me. I left each and everything. One thing which i can't change. That is my heart. My family will not agree, if i will die also. Thanks dp members, try to motivate me 4 not do the suicide.
so since you will die if you don't marry her, and if you marry your family will kill you, you have no choice mate, if death is inevitable (unavoidable) then atleast live the life you want before you die, dying after marrying her is better than dying without marrying her, you know what i mean?
Why should we do that mate? It's like asking Newton to not to discover gravity. Asking Edison to not to make light bulb. It is your destiny. Go fulfill your destiny mate. The wonderful world of death awaits you.
Since, i am in depression and will be back after some days or months on this site as well i will not come on my computer. That time you can ask me anything.What you have to ask.This time due to depression, my answer are hotch-potch. Now, I am going to left the internet also. Bye everyone.
Bit of a shame that,sometimes a person needs to reach out.If you feel your so called "friends" and family don't understand then going on the net is better than nothing right? The people on here while not always agreeable are at least real,the'll tell you the truth as they see it.So a release of sorts.But....in your depressed state you are vulnerable to criticism.I get that......you will not get only support but tough advice as well.The former makes you feel supported the latter makes you feel worse.Good luck to you and check in again when you feel better.
If the guy is very depressed,or taking a bunch of nerve pills or has gotten into the bottle,you can't realistically expect him to be on here posting can you? Maybe he's up against it now and will post later when he's got things sorted out.