Many of you may have lost a loved one in your life, it can knock the wind out of people when this happens. All i can say is there is no need to fear and hide within your self. There is a life after this one, i know many people would say there is no proof, the proof lies within you and everyone. Release your burden of sorrow and live your life happy. Maybe this article that i wrote might make you feel better Article
You are right turrant. It is only a trial for us. Loosing a love one is not yet the end of everything.