Hi you're right, it's me, the pedophile.. please read my past threads before read this.. first, do you know why I used dotMPEG as my user name ? have you ever watched the movie miss march.. there is a character as dotMPEG.. in a scene he says " this bitches hurt me so much, but I am a dog now, no more emotional attack" I like that character.. because I want to be like him.. I had a girlfriend before 5 years, I trusted her so much, because she was the only one loved me.. but when I knew she loved to my money, not for me, can you understand what I felt ? it's true, I am attracted to little girls, but I never touched any kid, I am trying to stay away from kids, I am afraid that some day I will make a mistake.. that's why I live in this hills. no kids there , even any human.. No one likes me guys, but I couldn't be like dotMPEG. I have emotions. every time I am trying to make friends they escape from me, it hurts me very much.. I am a looser, but not a criminal.. so if you want to blame me, post it here..
Great screen name dotMPEG, I loved the movie miss march and I laughed so hard with it. As for your story, many people her have trusted someone for years and eventually got hurt, it's standard part of life I guess, and we all have to deal with it, somehow. It's normal to act like that "no more emotional attachment" after such disappointment. Anyway, I don't know anything about kids and stuff that people are saying here, post is probably deleted or something, but all depends from your age. If you're 25 or even older and you're attracted do 15 year olds, well, you need help if you can't deal with it. Even worse if you're attracted to 10 year olds (or even younger) and you're 18 or older, you need help as well. Like a said everything depends on age difference, I don't know where are you living and about any laws that are involving dating a minor. Sorry for saying this but I'm getting a feeling that you're disappointed and that you think that a younger girl (don't know how much younger) would be innocent, pure and good to you and isn't going to love you for your money. You might be right and you could be terribly wrong it, sooner or later they are going to grow up and what then? You're going to chase schoolgirls again? Sorry for being harsh a bit maybe but I'm sure that there are many good girls outside (finding a good girl can be hell of a job, nowadays) you just gotta keep on trying (too bad I'm not doing that ). Try to find a girl that is dunno, above legal age of consent, but since I see that you have self confidence issue here, you might want to talk to a psychiatrist that will help you with your problems. Keep it real dotMPEG and I hope that you'll find solution to your problems.
Liking children is not OK - if you genuinely, GENUINELY don't want to be like this then go to a psychiatrist and seek help. You wont get in trouble if you haven't abused any children, which I hope for your sake, and theirs, is the truth. Living far away might help but no one can go a lifetime without being near children - it just isn't possible. Knowing you are a paedophile (that means attracted to kids whether you have touched them or not) you MUST act to ensure you will not be a danger to them. If you do not then you are guilty of putting children at risk and you deserve to be locked up. If you genuinely do want to "fix" yourself please seek help and consider the possibility of chemical castration; this involves taking daily medication to ensure you cannot function sexually. I am disgusted by you; I hope you are too - but you clearly have some problems too, and if you seek help, actually seek help - you aren't a bad person. If you don't then you are and will, eventually, ruin someone's life. Lots of people have been with HORRIBLE partners. One of my ex boyfriends bashed me and tried to make me sleep with one of his friends for money; I threw him through a glass door and walked away. I didn't start looking at kids. Seriously, if nothing else, if you can't face chemical castration and a psychiatrist for the kids sake then do it because if you do ever touch a kid, then you will be raped in prison and, God willing, tortured until you die once released. /endrant