honestly... i never thought of committing that suicide thing. never in my life i would do that, coz life is very enduring for me. there were so many problems, i know, but we have to face that to make us a better person. i think committing suicide depends on a person.
Suicide isn't always a cry for help, though. Those that don't secretly want to be caught and stopped will probably not use their depression to grab people's attention. It's just one more thing that would set them apart from everybody else when all they want is for their life to be normal, whatever that means to them.
one thing I believe is that whenever things go bad, good things are right around the corner. At least my life's been like that.
Yah, next time I'll be sure to include the <sarcasm> tags since most people here are obviously not capable of seeing it... although in my opinion there is NO WAY that anyone could have ever taken it seriously, I guess I was wrong? Oh well, fuck it. I guess nobody appreciates dark humour these days.
I will be honest and say it has crossed my mind in the past, but I deep down inside never want to take my own life. I've had dark moments in my life where I could care less whether I live or died. I think those are my strongest moments. Life in this world really sucks sometimes, but there is always a reason to keep pushing forward.
I'm not in a depressed condition now, but if I was and had been depressed in a few years, then I would like to kill myself. Why? Well I prefer a fast death rather than a slow and painful one. But as tesla say, it's not easy. I don't think I could manage it.
If you did, I hope at your funeral someone would be witty enough to say "Ladies and gentlemen, the late latehorn!"
CVRV I think this thread is a cry for help and you should try to get professional help. just a suggestion. Just keep working on your neopets website and something good will come up. It seems people in thies filed are more prone to sucidal thoughts and feelings.
Some guy at my gym (it's in a hotel) jumped off of the 11th floor (inside the building) and crashed through the grand piano. They had black curtains up around the area for a week. My dad's friend shot himself in the head. He was semi-involved in the S&L scandle in the 80's and couldn't deal with it.
I am as manic as they come---I work my butt off during the bad times---and ride the high later. Suicide-not a chance. Work and stay away from booze, when you dont feel right. Party till the saints come in---when it is good. All i know is me---but I follow routines through the bad part of the yr. Work, work, work. Save cash---and then do whatever you want. When things go well--most people cant conceive "how sweet it is". When its not so good, you need something to obsess over--work. send me a pm if you are for real--- TH