Sorry to hear that, even if u don't like him any more, but u had been in love. so I think it must be tough for u. But, hey,life is going on and we have to move on, right? Tomorrow is another day, and we can smile if not laugh!
It is a hard thing to get divorced. But if they no longer love each other, it is a torture to live together.
May God remove some unnecessary stuffs from your heart and fill that vacated space with joy and love.