Finally I'm free

it's not just you

 

Listening to sad songs is not gonna help, that song even tho i dont understand wtf they saying seems quite sad to me.... oh and that video is quite disturbing lol, quite a bit of sexual manga in there eh

 

Being sad and upset after a breakup is completely normal -- to an extent. Listening to sad songs repeatedly however will not change the fact that she's gone, and you need to move on. Cheer up, kid! It's not the end of the world, I can promise you that, if anything.

I know it's hard, but for your emotional and mental health you need to start moving on. It's not healthy otherwise.

 

All the anime stuff he posts about it starting to scare me.

Seriously, anime is for like 12 year olds.

 

Hahahaha, you are not living in the real world. Pokemon is for 12 year olds, anime as a whole is not -- it's viewed by many people of all ages

 

Seiya, that was our favorite song, when I listen to it I feel that I could die and never forget her, I had sexual moments with her, they was so close to real, they was love not dirt or usage, she touched her heart like no one can, I finally relized that I will leave on her memory, if I love her for real I must stop being selfesh and wanting her for me, I will just wish that she become happy and to remember her moments with me ...
you guys may think that I am weak or gay or something because I love that girl so much, but I want to tell you something ... when a man loves a girl for real .... he do it so well .... and someday you will know what I mean ...
And thank you Denise ....
and by the way, Anime is for everyone ...

 

Did you meet this girl ever in real life? You cant really love properly imo someone youve never met and spent real time with. Get a hooker anyway that will take your mind off it.

 

I did never meet her, I think voice, cam, and post mail with her nice smell was enough for me to get cursed ....
by the way, she just sent me a message saying this :
*sighs* I have been trying to send you a message but I think...actually, I know you blocked me on myspace so I can't send it to you.
and then she sent me a message in myspace telling me that she wasn't able to use yahoo or msn and she loves ...
but she had time to login myspace ....that's all I know ...
when my MySpace inbox works agan I will post the messages here ...
what do you think guys ? ..I know that I will believe her even if she is a lier ...

 

this is her message :

by the way, yahoo no longer wanted to work for me and her, I always show invisible to her, and my messages never gone to her, all I can do is to recive so we changed to MSN .

and then :

I told her not to end our story ..

then she used MSn and we did chat for a while, she lied and told me that that boy was her boy friend before me, I knew that she is not saying the true, but I want to believe her as long as she is not going to do it again ...
do you know something, is it good to let her cheat as she want as long as she love me ....well, I must stop thinking like this ... may be he just made that up.. may be she didn't cheat me at all ... man she was cryng on the cam ... she wanted me so bad ... she hate goodbyes just like me ...when she listened to milium song on the site she started to cry and told me *not exactly Ithats what I can remember* :
* you made me feel like a whore and that's why I was trying to be cold. I wanted you to say sorry from the begining of this conversation, so I can tell you that I love you so much *
I told her that I am not sorry for everything I mean I wanted to be cold and not weak for a while this is the only way to keep her cursed by our love .
but in the end I told her to stop and come to my hands ... she told me how much she want me, and how much she can't imagine her life without me ... I don't think that she was faking me or something .. may be he was busy and I am the bastard who need to go out and get a life and stop bugging her by asking her to get online ad send me messages always ... right ?

I m so happy ... and so sad ... I don't know why I feel that she didn't say the true .. I mean she was crying ..and I wanted to hold her so bad ... -_- ... no no it was real, I know that it was real ....

I made a video with Google earth that show our locations and uploaded it to you tube and sent her the url look
online-love-story.blogspot.com

 

one day you're gonna look back at this and laugh, trust me.

 

I wish that you read my last post, sure I will look and laugh, but laugh because I become sad instead of waiting her to show up and explain ...

 

Can you sure?

 

No I'm not, I was lying to my self and saying it to you so I may feel better, but it didn't work, you can read y post before your to see what she said to me ...

 

move on buddy, you're only making yourself miserable

 

move on or I will fly to wherever you are and kick your ass.

 

big talker!

 

I'm starting to think wissam is playing a prank on us. This can't be real.

 

you'd have to have quite the imagination to make this one up...

 

and you'd have to have quite the imagination to think like that, do I have to close this website : http://www.sad-destiny.net/index.php?sad=home
wish makes me xx a day for you to visit my thread .....

 

Ugh if she cheated on you thats unforgivable, if someone cheats on you they have no respect for you and dont really love you. Anyway, i dont see how you can feel comfortable posting all this on DP