Firstly dont do something silly like going on a rampage with guns and making 2 dozen people pay because your not feeling at your best. Forget the drink, do whatever it takes to change your career, dont take this harshly but get a grip, by that i dont mean it in nasty way, i just mean get a grip of your life so that you feel in control again. Dont think about how stressed you are, think about how you can go about feeling better then get started on making those changes immediately. Remember half the world is stressed half of the time, your not on your own, do accept that life will throw more times like this at you, but understandably you want change with your current situation.
leave your thoughts for work in the office..once you go home just think of personal things and relax..and vice versa....
drinking is not the solution buddy!! stay calm, everyone has problems. try to spend some leisure time with ur frens!!! search for some girlfrens!!!
Thank you all for saying all this. I'll explain my problem more in my next thread and i'd be expecting more suggestions from you. Love you all for being so supportive