hi my name is danel and im wondering if anyones got any ideas for me as im at the end of my teather. Im haveing trouble with severe deppresion what it is is that i stopped on bud canabis about 2 years ago i was on it for over 10 years i never took any other drugs and i never drink alchaol has it doesnt agree with me and since i stopped on bud ive just got worse and worse with ancxiety and deppresion i cant seem to bring my self out of it. I cant sit still i want watch tv or feel like doing anything im constantly getting at my wife and getting her down too. I went to the doctores a few months ago as i was going to comit suicide. All the doctors have given me are stupid deppressants which dont do a thing i also cant sleep at night the doctore have increased my dose a few times and even changed them and increased those too but still nothing helps im so close to giving up on the doctors has they are useless and the only thing that i know will make me happy again is going back on the bud (canabis) has it chills me out and makes me feel happy. Is there anything out there to stop me getting back on it has it is to expensive and makes me zombied out all the time thanx daniel