I have had a friend that I have known since gradeschool. We're both in our mid twenties now with careers and our own places. He has been with this girl for the last six years or so, and they live together. For the last two years her and I would flirt innocently. This innocent flirting lead to suggestive flirting, which lead to kissing, which eventually lead to making out mostly when he was just mere feet away in another room. Back in February we had sex, under his roof while he was passed out from a night of drinking. I know what I did was wrong. I lost my discretion a long time ago with her. But I never thought it would come to this. It felt so wrong, but so great at the time. The taste of her lips, our tongues interlocked, the curves of her body. It drove me nuts. We were all over each other. I truly enjoyed ever minute of it. I never had such an experience with a woman before. I'm so confused. Her and I have never spoke about our actions in the past while sober, but when we're drunk we bring up past experiences with each other. Since that night all sexual contact has ceased. We still get flirty with each, but psychical contact has stopped. The other thing that irks me is that I feel no shame. I know I am suppose to feel guilt ridden, shameful, and disgusted, but I simply don't. I can make conversation with him, look at him in the eyes, laugh at his jokes, cheers with, and shake his hand all without feeling one ounce of remorse. In fact, I want to have sex with her again. The pure adrenaline rush I get is awesome. My heart beats so fast while with her. This is has been on my chest for sometime. I guest this is a way of purging the feeling I have. It's all that I can think about. I am not exactly sure what to do with this messy situation.
thanks for shearing your experiences whit girl but i don't a friend who/she is girl but reading your post was awesome
Try a threesome some day...you never know how fast your adrenaline will rush then. Great story...and yeah, obviously we don't give a fuck to your problem but keep posting such stories...I enjoyed it
awesome story...but to your best friend,ain't this means betraying?do u think about telling him the truth between u and the girl?
This story is interesting. when i read this my mind are not going another thing i just keep reading .
tell him the truth, and apologize, if he forgive you, then.... Do it again haha.. nice story but i will punch you on your face if i was him..
if your a true friend then you will tell him that she's not the girl for him and let him know the truth. be a man about it. if they break up then you can have her atleast now you both aren't f ing around his back. hope this helped