I'm so sorry to hear, but please don't think suicide is the answer. I'm glad you've created a place for people to visit who really do feel hopeless. Its good to know you are not alone. I wish you the best, and hope you find the happiness you deserve. It will come I promise.
Ya good love story of yours, you have shared here. But I never touch such type of cyber love story and never fall in cyber love. And I think, suicide is not the only way for your love. You should fight with the conditions and sure Law and order of your country would help you both for this. If anyone is committed suicide in love then it means, he can't bear the responsibilities, he thinks, he is failure in his love and can't do fight with the circumstances. But ear this is not only the way. By this way you are not going to get anything.
I have fallen in love with someone online before. It actually exists but not for long. Its a really touching story.
Love can be in any shape or form, sometimes hearts get broken but sadly that's just how the world works. I love my girlfriend very much, deep from my heart and I hope I never lose her. ~ Slutz ~
somehow your story similar with my love story in some parts but the common thing is that i am alone too.
I'd like to give you some advice: Sam, just keep on your on-line bussiness, earn a lot of money and tell your gf to move with you to another country where casts and those things doesn't exist. There are so many places in this world where your cast problem wouldn't exist in any way. Do you think that living in the United States, Canada, Spain, England, LatinAmerica, etc. any person would take any care about your cast and hers? Nobody! So, why you don't just move to another country and get married there?