I am now afraid of the dark. I was never afraid of the dark until the day I found my best friend dead in his bed when I got home from work. Now I can't stand being alone in the dark. I have 3-4 spirits that visit me here and there. It's so freaky, but I guess that's what happens when you come across what I did.
Well, I don't fear the dark, but have you guys ever felt the perfect darkness? Unless you don't close yourself into a totally sealed man made box, you will not be able to find a perfectly dark place anywhere below the open sky and above the sea level. I think Well I had this possibility to visit a copper, zinc mine in Finland which is over 1400 meters deep and 110 kilometers long tunnel network. During the guided tour those who where willing were given a chance to feel the perfect darkness. So with only flash lights we moved to a place where no light enters. Alright, then turned of the lights. And believe me it's total darkness there. Your eyes couldn't catch a thing. And if the batteries would have died, I'd probably gone hysteric. Few years back.. During my military service I thought I had felt the darknes. It was a scouting mission on wintertime. That night you couldn't separate your hand from the surrounding black if you held it more than 30 centimetres away from your eyes. Later I found out that, it wasn't even close to dark
no man truly grw out of childish fear because child fear instill in us -- no matter how irrational it is. for example, i still wake up at night scared of the jewwyman hiding under bed with it long nose and locusts, when it reality i know that my country have already protects me from that by continuing what great civil right leader adolf hitler did and throw them into big pot with fire in it.