She broke my heart

I found my girlfriend's Myspace profile ... and I can't believe my eyes, she is cheating me with a boy named Jesse, he is even not cute or something, I saw thier pics and how much he loves her, she promised me to love forever .. I don't know what to do, for a second I was thinking to kill my self, but No ....I will live ...I will live for another day ....I can't forget her ....by the way ...she log-in everyday in her myspace .. that means she go online ...she never replay to my messages and that was for more then 5 days ...damn it ....
I don't know what to do ... I still love her ... she broke my heart into peaces but I love her with every single peace ....
I am so sad ....I knew that this day will come ....I lost everything I have ..her ...
I need you guys .. I need your support ... I don't need flames or shits ...
I am a human not a robot ...what should I do .. help me .....here what I told her in offline messages right now :

Before I know about her Myspace


me: Sweety, my internet card will finish so soon, and it may take time for us to charge it, so please don't worry if I Gone offline, and I will not...I will try my best to get online everyday and offline you, even from a cyber cafe, I can't wait when you grow a little older, then I will be able to call u via phone ^^ great ...just love me .....bye


me: Thats too long my love, may be you r just in the camp


me: I love you, bye bye


me: Why are you doing this to me ......I know that you come online ....


me: r u planing to leave me ......
me: anyway, I love you ... no matter if you are going to leave or I will never see you again ...I just love you... I kiss your pics daily when I wake up and before I sleep ....I don't think that you even remember me, but I do trust you ... this is my problem ...I trust you ...I know that you can't talk to me for a reason ... so I will never lose the hope ...

When I visited her space :

me: Good luck with Jesse and forget about me please .. ow sorry, you alreay did .....fuck me ...I was always wrong about you, you are just like other girls ... a bitch ....
me: and you are saying love and shits .... ow I was so dump and stupid, I was your dog that you play with whenever you want ....fuck ....shit .... I hate you ...I hate you ......


me: But do you know something ... you did the right thing ....
me: if you are happy .... it's ok ....I forgive you, good luck .....in your life ......I will try to be happy, I must get happy ...god will give me what you took .....but someday ... you will really wish that you didn't what you did ......I though you feel happy when we talk about sex, do you know something, I wasn't happy doing it with you .....I am not a teenager, sex is not my passion but yours, what matters to me was our love, and I found that it is fake .. and about the girls I told you about, that was lies .. I testing your love ... and I was right .... you lost me ....dear Angel ... and thanx for calling me a Sex Camel ......
me: fuck ...
me: goodbye
me: don't even try to contact me ....


I did the right thing ?
help me .. please .......I need you ......

 

just forget her - the ocean is full with fishes

 

Jesse..?

Maybe it's nintendo? DUM DUM DUMMMMMMM.

 

This is why MySpace and Facebook suck.

Honestly dude, there are thousands of other girls out there, you'll find another.

In the meantime, remember that beer is the one friend that will never let you down

 

By the way, where in the hell did this expression come from

 

I know I nearly choked on my drink then.

Sex camel? even that's a new one to me.

Is it coz you 'hump' so much?

 

Is this an internet girlfriend or have you met in person?

 

Thoughts:

You need to go out and try to find some sex that doesn't involve a keyboard.
You sound like a stalker, just reading your messages creeped me out.

Good luck sex camel...

 

An internet gf but we are together for 3 years .....
I can't forget her .. thank you guys but she is the only girl that I can see .. I planned to marry her ... she killed all of my planes .. I work I get money ...and all for her ... to be with her ....this whole shit web bussiness I do also is for her ....god ....
I don't know what to do .... I still love her .... badly ...

 

Is that you or her in the picture?

 

Thanx ServerUnion that really helped me .....I will just go out of this forum ... goodbye guys, I will write Digital Point on the wall before I die .....
goodbye ....thanx for all the dudes who was nice with me ....
Specialy you Tyler Banfield

 

give us the myspace profile, lets see the goods.

 

Reading your post.
I think your love was wacky,shacky and immature.
Love is not like that.

You lost your temparament so early.

Now...
Change your engine and parts then move to the next lorry

 

camels don't give up so easy! be a man!

 

SEX CAMEL!!! Thats freakin great.

As for this "heart broken guy", i really have little sympathy for ya. Maybe im cold-hearted but...

Dont start talkin about killing yourself because your internet GF is emailing some other slob. -Try coming home from work and find your wife of 8 years in bed with the cable guy. Than you can talk about killing yourself.

My advice, go join AOL and start chatting with other tennageers and you will have a new internet GF in no-time.

 

About the Sex camel thing, her new boyfriend made that out, and she is not an internet gf, we was working in the same website, we mailed us "Real letters" once a week, we was going to marry ....

Anyway, I feel better now, Sadness is just a feeling, and I am out of system to get hurt by feelings .....
I was always the real system error in this life .....
Yes, I will be fine .....

 

Of course you will! Good luck - find someone who's really for you

 

isn't that myspace's jingle? Wacky shacky and immature - myspace.com! (gotta sing it. . COM! of course).

 

Ohhhh Okay. PHEW for a moment there I thought it was only an online relationship.

But REAL LIFE LETTER SENDING? Damn, it must have been true love.

Kidding aside, I know how it is to get close to people on here and you can build up feelings towards them. But she obviously did you a favour because you're better off without a slut like her in your life.

My advice to you is download some porn and whack one off.

What?

No sorry, wrong thread.

My advice to you is to just spend a little less time on the computer, falling in love and being in a relationship offline is so much more rewarding and healthy than on the internet.

Keep your head up kid, you'll probably look back on this in 10 years and say to yourself ''God, what was I thinking?!'' <3